Lindsay Lohan is exactly where she belongs - in rehab.

The starlet's former bodyguard has made her secret life of sex, drugs and alcohol public since the 20-year-old checked herself into Promises, and the reality of her private life is even scarier than first believed.

Lee Weaver, 48, a professional celebrity bodyguard, has revealed to Britain's News Of The World newspaper that Lindsay's drug and alcohol problems almost cost her life.

He said, "I have looked after some of the wildest stars in Hollywood - but never anyone as out of control as Lindsay is. She had a total death wish and took more drugs and drank more than anyone I've met. I lost count of the times I thought she was overdosing and had to carry her out of parties. Every morning I'd breathe a sigh of relief she was still alive."

According to Lee, who obviously doesn't work for the 20-year-old anymore, Lindsay has slashed her wrists with knives, participated in lesbian affairs - and tried to involve Mariah Carey - and snorted cocaine with Nicole Richie during a 10-hour drug binge.

The most alarming revelation, however, involves a drug dealer and a gun.

Lee explained, "In April she asked me to take her to her dealer in Beverly Hills. I knew if I refused she'd go alone - so I took her. He was waiting for her in some bushes. Suddenly she started screaming and punching him for selling her short. He pulled a gun."

"I got out and he threatened to shoot me unless I got her to back off - but she kept hitting him. Luckily he got distracted and I punched him down. I dragged Lindsay into the car and drove off but she was screaming at me to go back. It was like Pulp Fiction. I knew then she was just too dangerous to be around."

Lindsay is in rehab for the second time this year. Her first attempt, in L.A.'s Wonderland, saw her leave frequently for shopping trips and late night party dates.

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READER COMMENTS (3)
June 11, 2007 - 01:48PM - Sad Girl
wow lindsay was even worse off than the public knew. hope she gets the help she needs
June 13, 2007 - 09:55PM - Miriam
Dont worry Lindsay. You'll get over it. !! Your fans are still here!!
June 14, 2007 - 02:02PM - Get A Clue
Lindsay was so self-destructive that she could be the poster child for Anna Nicole! Sad.
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